what do you do in my life to keep things whole

 I belong to the baseball club. I had played baseball since elementary school. But, when I was a high school student, I retired baseball. My high school’s baseball club is a powerful team. So practice was so hard. In a holiday, I played it from am9 to pm7. In the end, I gave up. That is my bad memory. However, at that time, I had a good time that I thought my life and my baseball ability. I thought that I played baseball very well. But that was not true. To be honest, I was gave recommendation from other powerful team in my junior high school. But I can increase my ability.

  I replay baseball. I believe my potential. So I want to promote my baseball ability. I want to challenge my limit of baseball. I will fail many times. I will experience regret sometimes. But I never gave up. Keep my baseball ability whole is not easy. So I do best and I want to step up. I enter the Tsukuba University for my challenge.

 

  I am a fresh man. I will be able to play baseball for two years. So I want to be a good player.

What I desire is the feeling that living is enjoyable. As far as I live a life, a feeling of satisfaction and fulfillment are essential. How can we get such a feeling? When we help someone, we can get the feeling. Moreover, a feeling that I am superior to someone also gives us it. That is sad. But having the feeling that I am inferior to someone makes me so sad. So superiority is so important. Everyone wants to think he or she is valuable. What proves it is fame. Some feel asking fame is not good. But fame is proof that you have strong point, you are special! Is fame bad? I don’t think so. Surely, humanity doesn’t match fame. Fame doesn’t prove you are kind. However, what I desire is fame.

 Furthermore, I want to have good family. I think family is my therapy and support. If I have some troubles, my parents give me advice. If my brother wins the prize, I am happy too. That is good family. Fortunately, I grew up in such a family. I live alone. I am going to graduate from the university, and marry with someone.  I will have a good family anytime.  

 I want to have good friends. A few days ago, my mother went to see the fireworks with her high school’s friends. She often contacts them and goes shopping with them. That is deep friendship. Friends are look like the second family. I have been having friends since I am elementary school. Friends who I can call good friend are little. But I content with them. They are always nice to me. It is fun to talk with them.

 I also want perfect body that doesn’t suffer from big diseases. If you have a lot of money, go overseas, as long as you suffer from a cancer, you cannot have a good time. Actually, I had severe gastroenteritis during trip with my family. I enjoyed playing golf and tennis. Because I was little I don’t have physical strength much. But I enjoyed a lot of amusement. So I had gastroenteritis in the final day of trip. The trip was so good. However, eventually, I had only bad memories. I think that health is more important than much money.

music in my life

 

When I take a rest, sleep, do something anytime and anywhere, I listen to music. I hardly listen to Japanese pop. I especially like western music. For instance, Maroon 5, Florida Georgia Line. Music changes my feeling.Moreover, owing to music, I could pass the entrance examination. When I was a high school student, I studied hard to go to Tsukuba University. That was so hard hard hard challenge. I failed many time. I managed to give up study many time. However, music encouraged me a lot of time.

 Ballade moves me. Country song and high tempo music makes me happy and fine and encourage me. Honestly, I scarcely understand lyrics of western music. I enjoy atmosphere and tempo and melody and voice. So, someone thought it is in vain. But, it is not nonsense. When I do homework, I always listen to music. I want to concentrate on studying. However, if I hear words which I understand, I cannot focus on it. Music heals me and reads me concentrate on studying. But these are voice and melody that make me so. Meanings of lyrics don’t it. Because I enjoy voice and melody, I can’t feel sympathy to the contents of songs. In that respect, I like Japanese songs better.

 

 I am often content with my family. There is a Japanese singer who I have liked for a long time. The singer mainly flourished in 1980s. The reason why I like him is because my parents have liked him since they were young people. They often seemed to go to the concerts. The singer holds concerts sometime. So I want to go to his concert. He is a rock singer. I don’t like Japanese rock music so much. But I love his rock music. When I and my father went back home from the nursery school, we would always listen to his songs and sang his songs.

 To me, music is essential in life. I will keep on listening to music. I want to tell my child a lot of singers who I listen to now. But I am not good at singing songs. These days, some companies seem recognize listening to music during working. So I am going to want to listen to my favorite songs in the office during working.